Blood and Thunder: Write a letter to your 10 year old self (Amy)

~Inspired by a meme I saw on Facebook~

Dear 10-year old me,

I think around this time you had started to see the world in dark spectacles. All you had were hand-me downs from your older sister and you spent your days with your guitar, if not attempting to hide in the trees. (By the way those skills will come in handy by the time you're the me in my time)

I just want to let you know that someday you will fall in love.

And you will suffer...tremendously because she will be marrying someone else. Everything you had felt from the time you were born is nothing compared to what you will feel in a few years time. You won't know what to do. You want to run to someone for help but you'll be scared because society tells you that you are wrong.

You should run the moment you feel it. And don't listen to what people say. It's NORMAL what you're feeling. Mom and Dad will be okay with it, but you'll know that soon enough.

Will it get better? A little. It's going to leave a scar in your heart, but I think you will be able to get by when you know she will be with someone who loves her as much as you will.

If you're wondering why I'm not telling you to run away, it's because as much as I want to tell you and spare you all the mistakes you're going to do soon, I will practically be telling you to just not live life.

So yes...you will meet the most wonderful girl who will make every day waking up the best thing ever. Enjoy the time with her until that day comes.

Don't worry about the mistakes. You'll get to fix them in your own time. I mean after all, I seem to sound okay right?

-Amy

PS. Please continue with your voice lessons too.

P.P.S. Be careful on the bleach. You'll understand soon enough.